my results. darn
darndarn! i regret so much. but cant change the fact. arghhhhh. im going crazy. everybody ard me is 'suaning' me, saying how bad their results are and blah
blahblah, but the fact is that their results are
Better!! i am going crazy. ahhhhhhhhhh. music is driving me nuts. learning grd 8 is sooo t0ugh!
Yikes!! dont understand the theory that my teacher is teaching. :(
whatever!
we're of diff worlds, diff friends, diff lifestyles.
i love you, but how bout u?
its breaking my heart whenever u dont reply me...
dont u know how scared i am bout losing you?
u joke bout how u got a new love and such.
u might not know it, but ur scaring me.
im oscillating btween confidence and lack of confidence.
how sometimes u lose ur temper and blast at me.
i keep silent, only knowing to say the one word "sorry".
might seem like i dont give a damn, but i do too.
u say sorry in the end, returning things back to normal then.
i keep my cool, but deep down im afraid.
when im down or lose hope in things, ur always there to talk to.
u say 'stop whining and start achieving" or something like that.
i seem to let u down, though i didnt mean to.
but the prob is that u dont keep ur promises.
is that ur nature? or what.
i didnt forget all the promises u made,
but how bout u?
freaking worries are keeping me thinking all night.
i cant stand it anymore, but i cant bring myself to lose you.
cant u just keep ur promises?
please. i dont wanna lose u...
i dont wanna bring it to the point,
where i have to break up with you :(
because i love you...
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☆ plentiful tday - 11:55 am